I want to talk about Hormone Replacement Therapy or HRT for short. The reason I’m writing this is because I’ve been thinking about starting it, but I still don’t want to get rid of my “male parts” I just want to make them them smaller. The only thing that’s stopping me is the fact that I want children sometime in the future so as for right now it’s out of the question. Then I get the idea that I could freeze my sperm for later use if I need to, but I really want to have children the natural way. The fact is I just want breasts then I was thinking about a breast augmentation to give myself a nice 49B-cup or ones that aren’t too big, but aren’t too small. That would look weird and I don’t want that. Then I got to thinking about how in school the other kids would tease me because my voice wasn’t “deep enough” which was at the time hurtful because I wasn’t out yet and I just wanted to be “one of the guys” and fit in and my voice didn’t sound like the other boys in my grade so I didn’t talk much to anyone not even teachers and that made the teachers think I didn’t speak English. My voice has always been a little high pitched now I’ve come to like it as it makes me feel more feminine and if I were to dress as a female I would pass easier than most. The simple fact is that I want to be able to switch between both male or female at times and pass as both depending on how I dress. If that makes me Gender Fluid or Gender Flux then so be I don’t mind at all. It’s not that I want to “catfish” people or it would just allow me to dress the way I feel. That why I’ve been thinking about starting HRT, but I know that as a male if I start it I won’t be able to have kids if I do. That’s a really big decision for me to make without more research being done.